Apologies for Myself

ARRGGHHH. This has been a crappy day!!! I have NOT been feeling well, and have spent the majority of the day in bed, or lying on the couch. After supper, Ry and I were gonna have a game of Upwards while he listened to the (football?) game on the radio. Anyway... if any of you have ever played upwards, you know that it can be a high scoring game when you work with smaller words, that are therefore easy to change again and again as the game progresses. My husband does not understand this. I tried to soften the punch when I told him that he sucked at the game, by telling him that he is the best scrabble partner ever- he is!! Anyway, He ended up getting mad at me, and told me he wouldn't play with me ever again. He told me that I was mean, and that when I played with Dawn weeks ago, I called her names and was mean. Really? I know that I was NOT a great sport that game, but was I really a jerk? Then I got really mad inside. Man, I hate it when he is right about the big things like that. I am so sorry Dawn Marie, and to you too, Ry. I know it can't be fun to play with someone who critisizes every move you make. What a dummy I am. Somewhere along the way, I became a competetive jerk. I'm sorry. And, if you ever dare to play with me again, I promise to keep my mouth shut and play nicely. To all of you reading, my apologies if I ever treated you badly during game-play. Hugs to all, from a broken hearted girl, feeling very, very stupid, and very, very sorry, Char