Rambling.....

Hello my friends, today is just one of those days. I am having a heck of a time posting pictures, but I guess there's more important things anyway. Tommorrow we leave for the memorial. Grandma was cremated, so we also will be scatterring her ashes, I think. I'm not sure if the kids will come for that, if so, I am already praying that they will understand in their own innocent way, that Grandma herself is in heaven.

I'm on my second coffee. Pot of coffee, that is. Just kidding. But in about an hour it'll be true. I was up late packing. I think I have everything, or at least have it on a list. The drive is about 9 hours driving time, I'm told, so pray for safety and good kids, if you can find a moment. It would be greatly appreciated.

Got a call yesterday that a package is in!! I think it's the dig. camera which is awesome. I'll have lots of driving time to read all of the instructions!!

In the meantime, I have both Mom's boys for the whole day today (usually one goes home at noon), so it's gonna be long. I can't wait to have my life back, even though I'm not even sure what my life is like really. I will also be glad to have my Mom back, although I am so sad that for a good while she will be a shadow of her usual self. Maybe I'm here to help her through. I can make her laugh, at least. Dad too.

Yeah, yeah, I'm no comedian, but sometimes I'm funny. I spent my teen years with Dawn who laughs at everything, so I thought I WAS pretty funny. Then in Fox creek out of blue one day my friend Chrisie exclaims "Don't take this the wrong way, but you're funny!". Ok. What in the world did that mean? Anyway, so I guess I'm funny. Not today, though. Too tired. Maybe tommorrow.

Anyway, obviously I'm just babbling. Hugs to you all, I hope you are more inspired than I am today. Remember that You are special. There are wonderful amazing things about you that are only yours alone. Don't be afraid to share yourself with others. It's always a risk, but in my life, the rewards have been immeasurable.

Hugs to all, Char