I had a good cry today.
Really.
Big huge tears actually fell so fast and hard they soaked my socks.
(I was standing up).
Why? you may ask.
Well, it's an old ache that I suddenly realized hadn't left.
I miss my baby.
Yeah, the one we lost almost a year ago.
That I didn't really ever know.
Doesn't usually bother me.
Usually I'm pretty glad about life, and how it's turned out.
Thankful, even.
But not today.
Today, I'm really really sad.
Why now..
It's December.
This was supposed to be my baby's first Christmas!
I'd been lucky and I was always able to spend my kids' first Christmases
With my Mom and Dad.
This year- no new baby.
And that's okay.
But it still hurts.
I know I'll probably feel better
Tommorow,
But I would love your prayers.
Hugs, Char
5 comments:
crying with ya, been thinking about your little one recently, praying for you,
Cherylyn
My darling friend, today my girls asked me if they could please send you a card because they miss you.....my children had a wonderful sense that you needed encouragement and they gave it to you BEFORE I read your blog. I love you to the moon and back and my heart is with you.
Ter
I know you've had a touch week...((((HUGS))....
I too am keeping you in my thoughts and prayers. I know a lot of people are going to have a really tough Christmas this year. Keep your chin up! I love ya lot's,
Dawn
Iov Lo You Hunny ! Gods grace is sufficient, we'll make it ! Ry xoxo
Hey sister,
I love you and I'll say extra prayers for you this weekend,
Love Wen
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